Post by Astridur on Jan 2, 2013 17:49:10 GMT -5
(01/02/13 - 14:56:39 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•WINDSTORM CASTLE•
...is somewhere in the castle...
ALL: Astridur is somewhere that she never thought she would find herself again. Her hands are clammy and the pad of her thumb running back and forth of her finger tips. She takes a deep breath, looking back and forth as she is standing before the doorway that leads to the chapel. She rubs her hands together and shakes her head slightly. She keeps hesitating when she moves to lift a foot to go into the chapel. Her hands turning to fists as she grumbles softly and begins to move away, hoping that no one had seen her fight herself from going within. Long blond locks flowing down her back and some of it in a braided plait into a sort of head band about her head. Bright blues seem dull with the frustration that is obvious in her step and posture
(01/02/13 - 15:08:29 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•WINDSTORM CASTLE•
...is somewhere in the castle...
ALL: She would stop, looking back to the door frame that was not out of sight. She sighs and turns around try and go into the chapel once more. She didn't want to go against the beliefs of her childhood, but this was also where one would worship the Christian God... And that is Godfry's God... She wanted to at least go to both to find peace for him. She is once more standing before the door, looking into the chapel and takes a deep breath. She does not know how much she would be standing her once more. She had found herself here this morning as well. Oh whatever God hears this, give me stength in what needs to be done... Taking faith that she had been heard and would force herself to place her hand on the wall. It was closer than she had been before. She was still standing there though, probably looking like a complete fool. Bright blues looking frantic and looking over her shoulder once in a while. As if, she didn't want to be caught doing something wrong. She knew she would need to be quick this time. She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes, not letting her breath go until she is in the chapel. She would step through quickly and eyes widen once she is in. She begins to look over her shoulder, only to shake her head
(01/02/13 - 15:27:09 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•CHAPEL•
...is within the chapel...
ALL: She exhale and then begin to breath deeply to try and keep her wits and courage. She is slow in moving up the aisle to the front of the chapel. She would even pause and try to look everywhere but forward. Finally she would just come to the nerve of needing to get this over with before someone saw her. She would just stand there, looking forward, She is glad that no one is about, even Godfry as she didn't know what he would say. Chr... um... I do not know if you are real.... By my own raising I believe you false as others were raised in contrast to mine own beliefs to say mine own is false... But, if you be real... I do not know... Please here this plea. Help Godfry to find himself... Please give him courage to over come what ever rage holds its grip upon him. Please... help the grip loosen and finally fall. Please guide me to know where to lead him to do so... Please guide my steps and words that they will uplift him... A.... What was that word that they would use to close their prayers. She lifts a knuckle to her lips and taps lightly, trying to think of what it is. She shakes her head and sighs, closing her eyes to calm down. A...Amen.... She whispers quickly and practically is then running out of the room
(01/02/13 - 15:39:07 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•WINDSTORM CASTLE•
...is somewhere in the castle...
ALL: She would keeping moving away from the chapel with quick steps, not looking back. She would try to make for the great hall before anyone would suspect. She didn't know if anyone had been in there, it hadn't looked like it at the time. Though she never knew if a priest would be within the chapel or not. She makes her way down the halls, blue eyes wide and not really knowing what to do now. She had already gone to Odin and now she had gone to the Christian God. Oh boy... If anyone were to find out she would probably die on the spot.
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•WINDSTORM CASTLE•
...is somewhere in the castle...
ALL: Astridur is somewhere that she never thought she would find herself again. Her hands are clammy and the pad of her thumb running back and forth of her finger tips. She takes a deep breath, looking back and forth as she is standing before the doorway that leads to the chapel. She rubs her hands together and shakes her head slightly. She keeps hesitating when she moves to lift a foot to go into the chapel. Her hands turning to fists as she grumbles softly and begins to move away, hoping that no one had seen her fight herself from going within. Long blond locks flowing down her back and some of it in a braided plait into a sort of head band about her head. Bright blues seem dull with the frustration that is obvious in her step and posture
(01/02/13 - 15:08:29 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•WINDSTORM CASTLE•
...is somewhere in the castle...
ALL: She would stop, looking back to the door frame that was not out of sight. She sighs and turns around try and go into the chapel once more. She didn't want to go against the beliefs of her childhood, but this was also where one would worship the Christian God... And that is Godfry's God... She wanted to at least go to both to find peace for him. She is once more standing before the door, looking into the chapel and takes a deep breath. She does not know how much she would be standing her once more. She had found herself here this morning as well. Oh whatever God hears this, give me stength in what needs to be done... Taking faith that she had been heard and would force herself to place her hand on the wall. It was closer than she had been before. She was still standing there though, probably looking like a complete fool. Bright blues looking frantic and looking over her shoulder once in a while. As if, she didn't want to be caught doing something wrong. She knew she would need to be quick this time. She takes a deep breath and closes her eyes, not letting her breath go until she is in the chapel. She would step through quickly and eyes widen once she is in. She begins to look over her shoulder, only to shake her head
(01/02/13 - 15:27:09 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•CHAPEL•
...is within the chapel...
ALL: She exhale and then begin to breath deeply to try and keep her wits and courage. She is slow in moving up the aisle to the front of the chapel. She would even pause and try to look everywhere but forward. Finally she would just come to the nerve of needing to get this over with before someone saw her. She would just stand there, looking forward, She is glad that no one is about, even Godfry as she didn't know what he would say. Chr... um... I do not know if you are real.... By my own raising I believe you false as others were raised in contrast to mine own beliefs to say mine own is false... But, if you be real... I do not know... Please here this plea. Help Godfry to find himself... Please give him courage to over come what ever rage holds its grip upon him. Please... help the grip loosen and finally fall. Please guide me to know where to lead him to do so... Please guide my steps and words that they will uplift him... A.... What was that word that they would use to close their prayers. She lifts a knuckle to her lips and taps lightly, trying to think of what it is. She shakes her head and sighs, closing her eyes to calm down. A...Amen.... She whispers quickly and practically is then running out of the room
(01/02/13 - 15:39:07 )
....:Song is Life:....
-Astridur EyFrid-
Heal what has been lost
Bring back which once was mine
Windstorm Castle/RPO
•WINDSTORM CASTLE•
...is somewhere in the castle...
ALL: She would keeping moving away from the chapel with quick steps, not looking back. She would try to make for the great hall before anyone would suspect. She didn't know if anyone had been in there, it hadn't looked like it at the time. Though she never knew if a priest would be within the chapel or not. She makes her way down the halls, blue eyes wide and not really knowing what to do now. She had already gone to Odin and now she had gone to the Christian God. Oh boy... If anyone were to find out she would probably die on the spot.